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Hello, and hello again to those who know/remember.
I am very familiar that I left, or was banned, on a very bad note. I'm not sure why I was unbanned, I was just looking back on my old posts, with a gaped mouth and shaking head, and noticed there was no "banned" notice under my name. I know there might be a large pool of individuals that may not want me back. However, I come offering a promise of a changed individual. I am a couple years more mature, I am appalled looking simply at my own self, and I fully understand now the negativity that poured out of those against me, you had full reason to yell and chastise my behavior. Like I said though, I have changed, I'd like to (humbly) say I'm a much more immature individual. I have joined the Air Force DEP program (signed a 6 year July 27th, 2011, I ship out to BMT June 5, 2012.) I am on track to be a geospatial intelligence analyst, and I have a copy of the contract I signed to prove it. Again, I know I am probably unwanted, I caused a lot of stress drama on the Vets, admin, and members alike. Knowing my rep, I don't expect trust, I get that. I most likely won't be participating on purchasing or selling builds unless it's someone who has trust in me, and as of now there's only 2 people. You might see a post a day if that out of me. Now, after reading all that, know that I am sorry, I am sorry to Cold, TJ, Laserbee, especially you Dave (and TJ, I always seemed to be at your throat, or at least trying to be) and for all members alike. To put it simply, I was a brat, and if I could curse I'd go into more detail, but I feel it's best to not cross that line again. So....I think that about covers it, I hope we can try to leave all that behind, and hopefully move on. I expect little snide remarks here and there, and you have my word that I will take them with a much more mature approach, rather than the "I'm right, you're stupid and wrong" approach that I so frequently used previously. So once again, I am sorry, and I hope this run can be more successful than the last.
I am very familiar that I left, or was banned, on a very bad note. I'm not sure why I was unbanned, I was just looking back on my old posts, with a gaped mouth and shaking head, and noticed there was no "banned" notice under my name. I know there might be a large pool of individuals that may not want me back. However, I come offering a promise of a changed individual. I am a couple years more mature, I am appalled looking simply at my own self, and I fully understand now the negativity that poured out of those against me, you had full reason to yell and chastise my behavior. Like I said though, I have changed, I'd like to (humbly) say I'm a much more immature individual. I have joined the Air Force DEP program (signed a 6 year July 27th, 2011, I ship out to BMT June 5, 2012.) I am on track to be a geospatial intelligence analyst, and I have a copy of the contract I signed to prove it. Again, I know I am probably unwanted, I caused a lot of stress drama on the Vets, admin, and members alike. Knowing my rep, I don't expect trust, I get that. I most likely won't be participating on purchasing or selling builds unless it's someone who has trust in me, and as of now there's only 2 people. You might see a post a day if that out of me. Now, after reading all that, know that I am sorry, I am sorry to Cold, TJ, Laserbee, especially you Dave (and TJ, I always seemed to be at your throat, or at least trying to be) and for all members alike. To put it simply, I was a brat, and if I could curse I'd go into more detail, but I feel it's best to not cross that line again. So....I think that about covers it, I hope we can try to leave all that behind, and hopefully move on. I expect little snide remarks here and there, and you have my word that I will take them with a much more mature approach, rather than the "I'm right, you're stupid and wrong" approach that I so frequently used previously. So once again, I am sorry, and I hope this run can be more successful than the last.
I've been lurking for about a month, you don't seem to have changed 
